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I WONT BE SEDUCED BY TH GOAT HEAD...I WONT... i WONT..
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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walk cycles of varying degrees of effort.
1- equine run/gallop cycle
2- hexapod trot cycle
3- quad trot cycle (with raptorial third pair of limbs)
4- quad walk cycle (with raptorial third pair of limbs
hexapods include felines, some small species of deer and unicorns, and treedogs. hexapods with centaurism (raptorial forelimbs) include wolves and dogs, plains horses, larger species of unicorn. pegasi could technically be included but they have wings, not raptorial limbs
#my art#specbio#speculative biology#promethea#i wouldve refined these more but my hand started to visibly shake so i had to quit#and i dont feel like coming back later to polish them more
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okay. deep breaths. no more rage. none. im normal. im normal. im normal.
#cipher's squawks#*visibly shaking* im normal *teeth clenched* im not going to rip someones throat out *hands curled into fists* im calm
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how it feels watching my fav be extremely immoral and weird knowing im still going to defend him anyway
#he pains me#deeply#i get literal second hand embarrassment sometimes#visibly shaking my head and everything
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ive never identified with murph more in the moment where kristen and bobby dawn are talking
#visible second hand stress#‘thats because youre paranoid and your religion enables that’ AH AHA HAHHH#what if i started rocking back and forth and shaking#ive never feared more for kristens life than in that moment#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20 fhjy#fantasy high spoilers
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Hey y'all! Weird question time, this time about muscles, so if discussions of cramps, muscle knots, or muscle spasms bother you don't click the read more (warning because my sister gets really grossed out by thinking about blood or muscles)
So I remember I asked y'all about the difference between muscle cramps, muscle spasms, and muscle knots a while back, but I can't remember if I asked how common it is for people to get muscle spasms? Like, specifically, I am thinking about the kind of muscle spasms where it's not painful, a chunk of muscle is just twitching on its own. Is that like a happened once kind of thing for you, a once in a blue moon kinda thing, or a several times a week thing? Or never? (I almost forgot that as an option) Also, have you ever had muscle knots bad enough that moving the limb they are on the wrong way makes the whole limb shake? I'm assuming that's just the muscle knot pressing on a nerve, and it wasn't painful, but it was weird
Almost forgot to mention, asking these questions in the context of no injury to cause the muscles to react, just like an everyday kind of thing (I have been checked for several different muscle, nerve, and neurological issues that could affect muscles, and every doc agrees it's just the electrolyte issues caused by me being sodium georg, so I'm okay I'm just curious)
#the person behind the yarn#I do also get the painful muscle spasms but not as often#and I know those ones aren't good#but idk if the non-painful ones are just like. a thing that happens to everyone?#I do remember that y'all said muscle knots or cramps visible to other people from across a room#are both not typical and not a good thing#but the muscle knot pressing on a nerve thing was new for me#like. I've had muscle knots where moving wrong was painful and would make my hand or foot numb and tingly#and then it would stop as soon as I moved so the muscle knot was not pushing on the nerve#but for a good portion of the afternoon today if I pointed my left foot#my whole leg from mid thigh down started shaking really badly. right leg was fine though#I do have a large muscle knot in my calf so I assume it's related. but it didn't hurt?
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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)
#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved#cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther#also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD#double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts#autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language#so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever#floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he#was younger#cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL#even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now#LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy#OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice#i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called#i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL#but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork#FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior#mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more#meltdowns between the two cups#he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in#more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal#which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same#OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much#ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio#cuphead
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Noah Reid via IG stories Sept 8, 2023
#fffffffffuuuuuuccckkkkkkkk#my hands are visibly shaking#he is SO. HOT.#goddddddddddd help us all#i'm hard#i'm wet#i'm so ready#for this tour#for this man#yeah i wish#i do actually#he's so gorgeous#and so happy#and i love him with my whole ass heart#and also pleaseeeeeeeee let me suck you off mister#just once pretty please#okay i'm done#i'm gonna go masturbate to this video now#goodnight#noah reid
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Hi Fuzz i,m so grateful for your sayaka visions forever and ever you are a genius have a beautiful day please
YAYYYYYYYYYYY thank you ^-^ here's some Sayaka and her friends as a thank you :3
#shes so so fun to write for. shes the reason im so attached to idols and idol adjacent characters#the gateway idol if you will#her friends got to go so prettily.. a mystery. lying delicately but pained on the floor. the red light implication enough#and in a sense sayaka also got that pretty delicate death! her soft blank expression. her posing seems like itd be something from one of her#promotional shoots. and yet she does not get the luxury of mystery#her blood and guts staining her shirt and bleeding through onto the floor. her visibly broken wrist and the shaking of her hand as she#tries to give one final kindness to makoto. her gorey apology..#obsessed with her tbh#sayaka maizono#danganronpa#fuzzy's asks#fuzzy's art#ohsayaka#cw blood
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📷 luca bruno, 31/08/23
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No.
No, no, no, no, NO!
He's shaking. His heart is burning in his chest, pounding like a jackhammer against his ribs, and there's a trembling, aching rage building beneath his tongue and pressing against his teeth.
In his hands, his fingers tense and wrists locked, the article reads in big, black font: JOKER LOCKED IN ARKHAM ASYLUM AGAIN!
Danny shouldn't feel so angry about this, this is a good thing. Gotham doesn't have to deal with him for another few months at the least. He should feel relieved, a little more at peace.
He is not.
He cannot swallow the fury thudding behind his eyes, the burning white heat searing a deeper hole in his chest. A searing green filling static in his ears in the way only the rage of the restless dead can have.
How is he going to kill him now?
Arkham may be the only asylum in America made entirely of tissue paper, but it's still an asylum. There are cameras, guards, other patients resting inside. Danny can think of a million different ways to sneak in and kill Joker, but someone will hear his screaming.
It'd have to be rushed.
He doesn't want it to be rushed.
It's a cruel thought. Cruel and cold and merciless, but Danny doesn't feel an ounce of shame, not an ounce of guilt, for it. He wants to be alone with the Joker when he kills him, that's all he wants. In Arkham, you are never alone.
He forces his anger to bubble back down into his chest, stuffing it between his heartstrings and his ribs like a blanket you're trying to bunch up into a corner. It sizzles and burbles. The static begins to fade out into a high-pitched ringing; it sounds like distant screaming.
Danny is still trembling, but he can think a little clearer now.
He can wait.
He can wait. He can wait. He can wait. He canwait. Hecanwait. Hecanwait.
He can wait.
He's waited five years for this. He can wait one more week. One more month. One more year. However long it takes for the Joker to break back out, Danny can wait.
And when the Joker does, inevitably, break out.
Danny uncrinkles his fingers around the edges of the newspaper, loosens his limbs just enough so he can pay for it.
He'll be waiting.
The dead, after all, have all the time in the world.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc fanfic#cfau#dpxdc ficlet#childhood friends au#*clears throat* ahem: the difference between danny and jason in cfau is that jason died while danny is dead#took my adderall today bc its the first day of classes and i alway forget it gives me The Worms. The Writing Worms.#when i can heart my heart beating in my chest thats how i know its working.#i had anger issues growing up so its very easy for me to write about intense all consuming rage that results in your vision fuzzing out and#your hands visibly shaking. first hand experience folks. god i love giving danny rage issues. he's actually got a pretty fine toothed hold#on his anger even if it consumes him. you can thank rath for that LMAO#banshee danny fenton
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I would have to say I'm getting pretty good at calmly explaining to people why something is morally reprehensible instead of, say, leaping across the table and strangling them with my bare hands. does take 10 years off my life though
#had 2 conversations in the past couple weeks where my hands were visibly shaking from rage but my voice was calm as could be.#achievement.#idk I maybe want to hold out hope that I'm able to 'change minds' this way but. whatever. who cares. I do it anyway#such lovely topics as: 'genocides happen all the time and we can't focus on all of them'#'ok but american imperialism isn't as bad as russian imperialism'#'what's so bad about exploitating other countries?'#'america only has installations around the globe because it's helping people? it's a fair exchange?'#you might say elizabeth you should have just gone ahead and strangled them. and you're right. in a perfect world I would have#someone asked me why I don't like the 4th of july. lol
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*how most of the Manhattan-Brooklyn meetings actually went*
Jack: Spot, I heard you were in prison. Guess I was wrong.
Spot: Cowboy. I heard you sucked. Guess I was right.
#and everyone around them is just 👀#thinking they’re just about to get into a fight#Davey’s just ready to run#and then they laugh and shake hands or something and there’s a visible sigh of relief#and then there’s that 2% of the time that they try to beat the shit out of one another#they have one of those ‘I hate you so much’ friendships#is it friendship?#who knows#Spot and Jack communicate on a plane part from the rest of us#who knows what they’re really saying#but this is like 85% of their regular communication#newsies#newsies 1992#seize the day#newsies stage show#incorrect newsies quotes#incorrect quotes#jack kelly#davey jacobs#spot conlon#incorrect leverage quotes#alec hardison#chaos
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Succession | S02E06
#Roman Roy#Gerri Kellman#Do you see the beautiful golden halo across the room from his right hand? That's her. His beacon.#The utter trust when he glances at her at the end of the first gif to see whether he should agree. And all she has to do#is give the minutest shake of her head and he's ready to go to war.#Roman who is unbelievably easily cowed by Logan finds the courage to argue ARGUE against Logan because she shook her head.#I mean right after she shakes her head he schools his expression to look like this was ABSOLUTELY his firm opinion DUH of COURSE.#The faith and trust is insane even though it's absolutely warranted. She IS Gerri Kellman after all. Still. Whoa.#The beautiful vulnerability in his fleeting glance at her in the third gif. Checking what she thinks of his performance.#Glancing at her to summon the courage to KEEP defending his opinion against Logan's. AGAINST Logan's!#It's a miracle that glaringly blindingly beautifully visible invisible thread didn't snap and slam them into each other's arms.#The smartest kid. The absolute smartest out of them all. The one with the most potential. It explains the bullshit comment in the finale.#Sigh. I love them so much. All of them. Every single person even the couple of characters I can't stand!#But Roman and Gerri... Sigh. No words. No words!#Succession#my gifs
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